Sunday, March 12, 2006

Afraid

I am afraid. The signs of depression are coming back. I've been
cut off in my head all weekend, and I see the symptoms
creeping back. I believed that I just had to get through the
difficult events, work things out and resolve them, and
I would just return to being happy again. But I don't know
what is going on. There is no resolution, I am alone.

I don't want to go anywhere or do anything. I don't feel well.
My body feels old and tired. I feel sad and empty all the time,
again. I just want to sleep. Don't make me go back there!
I'm frightened!

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