Tuesday, January 30, 2007

Whatever...

The doc took care of the plastic bits sticking out through my
skin, and for the first time in over 5 weeks, nothing hurts.
So I weight lifted and now that hurts!

I feel so calm these days. Or is it fatalistic? Nothing gets
me terrifically excited or upset. I just keep going "thataway"
and see what happens. I don't know if that is good or bad,
the right thing to do, or giving up? Whatever it is, it is
rather peaceful.

Life may not have turned out the way I wanted, but it isn't
too bad, so I guess it will have to do. I don't feel like I
can change things all that much, or make it a whole lot
different. So I try to enjoy what I can. And ignore the rest.

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