Thursday, July 19, 2007

Living in the Now

Is it summer? Is it the sameness of the days?
Time seems to be flowing so strangely. Like a dream.

Time doesn't seem to progress, it is just a day and another.
There is work and activities, goofing off and working on the
house. Things are fine, the weather is warm, but it is like
I "come to" occasionally, look around and think "Well,
everything is alright" and go back to sleep.

All time passage could be a false memory, I only pay attention
to the now, to whatever is in front of me. I have no real
hopes or desires or plans. I don't dwell on the past, or
the future much.

I am leading my life, but almost indifferently.
It isn't bad at all, but weird. I've heard you are supposed
to live in the "now". But it isn't very interesting.

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