Sunday, June 01, 2008

This is some party

Do I appreciate being alive? After being scared about my heart test
last week, I thought a bit more about being alive. I don't want to
die, I can't imagine ever being ready for it. My body is already
failing in lots of small ways, I'm hoping it doesn't start failing
in big ways, anytime soon.

So unfair. So cruel, this process called life.

I wish we could choose how long we could stay. Like you choose
how long you can go on vacation, before you run out of money and
have to return to work.

I would overstay my welcome, like the last guest at a party,
unwilling to leave, because there may be nothing for me at home.
This isn't the funnest party ever, but it is an interesting one.

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